我要唱起那首歌

文摘   2024-08-09 00:00   北京  
Marc Chagall • 油画, 1917, Self-portrait with palette

隐形衣

我一生身着隐身衣 无法制造自己的影子 也无法与它好好对话 更无法对它说,感谢你的跟随

这世界的荒谬就像这样一个我 我的声音也穿了隐形衣 不然,当我对着人群叫喊 为何无一人回头和答应?

穿上隐形衣的那一天 就注定了世界不会回应 可没有人告诉过我 只有无数命令催我穿衣

我当然不是抱怨 这张牌擎在手里 这条路一走到黑 空气与爱集体静默 都不要紧

我多次因为等不到 捉不住,转不了身 在透明的背后呆站 却也不自觉抱住了 自己,回到了自己 与自己并排站一起 就在匆匆人流之中 人们的视而不见 成就了自我的归位

Marc Chagall • 油画, 1913, Violinist

The song I want to sing

I wake  up in mud , deep and dirty   I can’t see things,  like stars shining through clouds I can’t feel things, like a stone hiding in a tree hole  on rainy days I can’t find you, as if  you never met me, and I`m  chasing some shadows I can’t have you, as all memories fade into the the past

Well, I  give up To be a coward and a  clown Well,  I  fall deeply asleep, deeply To be a person who never wakes up

That is the song I  want to  sing That is the poetry  already written down That is the letter I sent  you These are the messages you won’t receive

Remember  the  beautiful old  days ( Don’t  remember me ) We never met  and will be gone forever Leave everything behind Some will be found one day

九棵树的魔灯
只有故事不会停止