那些去鹤岗的人是否得到了他们想要的?

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鹤岗,东北边陲之城,因极低的房价而频繁出现在新闻媒体头条。
在鹤岗神话的背后,是一座座同样资源枯竭、经济衰退、被世人遗忘的城镇,河南鹤壁、安徽淮南、河北燕郊,以及一个个具体的、迷茫的、涌向那里的年轻人。
“逃离者”们来到鹤岗,在这个被雪冻住的城市,选择过上一种穴居般的生活。
作者李颖迪关注到鹤岗的新闻后,开始对这些“逃离者”感到好奇,并在接下来的三年里持续追踪他们的故事,最终完成了非虚构文学作品《逃走的人》。
这是一次漫长的旅途,她闯进被雪封闭的城市,走入陌生人紧闭的家,也试图探索我们这一代疲倦但仍拥有微小勇气的心灵。
以下摘自《逃走的人》,略有删改
当我写这本书时,想起鹤岗,我首先想起的仍是那里的雪和那里的冷。不同于南方,鹤岗的雪蓬松、干燥。最初一两场,雪飘落在街道、屋顶、草地、车窗。雪在路灯下发亮。随后几天,雪慢慢融化。直到一场大雪——用当地人话说——雪“站”住了,此后鹤岗就将一直笼罩在白雪之下。雪逐渐增大,变得残暴,如龙卷风,城市严阵以待,连续的预警,铲雪车、挖机、警车四处劳作,将道路上的雪推到一旁。风中刮起烟雾一样的雪,漫天蔽日。平静时,雪又变得顽固,僵硬,冻住狗屎、烟蒂、人的脚印。街上,人们穿加厚的羽绒服、羽绒棉裤,戴防风口罩,但还是没一会儿就冻得身上疼。随着呼吸,睫毛、鼻孔、口罩里都结上一层薄霜。
这是一座与雪共生的城市。雪成为人们的度量衡,承担人们的欣喜、担忧与烦闷。伴随雪来的是如梦一般短的白日。下午 3 点,太阳落下,城市就陷入沉寂。这里似乎天然适合过上穴居的生活——正如来到鹤岗的年轻人所选择的生活。
2022 年 10 月底,我从北京出发,带着一件短款羽绒服,两件毛衣,坐上前往黑龙江的飞机。鹤岗在黑龙江省北部,约有八十九万人口。网上能找到这些描述鹤岗的话:“地方政府财政重整”——2021 年 12 月,鹤岗市政府公布取消招聘政府基层工作人员计划,理由为财政重整;“人口流失”——2013 年至 2021 年,鹤岗市区人口减少幅度达 17.12%;“资源枯竭”——2011 年,鹤岗被中国政府列入第三批二十五座资源枯竭型城市的名单。看多了这些,人们很难不产生这个印象:鹤岗,一个寒冷且遥远的边陲之地。它与俄罗斯隔江相望,没有直达的火车、高铁或飞机,多数去鹤岗的人往往选择在哈尔滨或佳木斯中转。
我飞到佳木斯,拼车到鹤岗,在高速路“南风井”卡口排队、登记信息,看着运送成团草料的大卡车来往,再坐车来到市区。旅途漫长,徒增疲惫,那会儿想去中国哪里都不容易。电话里,一个女人要求我到鹤岗之后得居家隔离。不许点外卖,她说,当然了,你可以吊根绳子,从窗外把外卖拿进来。
最终我在网上找了一间民宿,租金一百元一天,包月一千五,装备齐全,拎包入住。相比这里的房价,民宿的价格算昂贵。后来我才得知,如果有耐心的话,也能在鹤岗找到三千元租半年或一年的房子,但得自己在城里找那些挂着“出租”纸片的房东,打电话就行,至少半年起租,自带家居用品。
站在楼下,我环顾四周,手心冒汗:黑暗,没有声音,没有常见的电视声、人的交谈声,安静得只能听见自己的呼吸,还有风。小区没有边界,几栋居民楼排在一起,暗淡的月光下,就像西北被风蚀过的石头堡垒。一棵柳树随风婆娑摇摆,居民门前,摄像头闪了一下白光,又暗下来。晚上 8 点,几乎没有窗户亮灯。我不知道那些楼房里是不是真的还住着人。
后来,我认识了一个在鹤岗生活的女孩。她和我说的第一句话,就是推荐我去买个手电筒。
“鹤岗很多地方都没灯。”她说。她发来一个商品链接。“一块五毛二,便携式迷你工作灯,强光。”
单元楼没锁,我在黑暗中摸索上楼。打开手机照明,墙上盖满了“有证开锁”的红章,一些纸条写道,“由于不清楚户主是谁,给执行防疫政策带来了一定困难。请尽快联系”。也许这些房子已经空置了。这是片棚改区,正是网上最常流传的那些便宜房子,两三万就能买一套顶层的。我输入密码。屋子里干燥、暖和。10 月底,鹤岗已通上暖气。民宿是个开间,铺了大理石瓷砖,摆着沙发、茶几。打开水龙头,水有股隐约的锈味。窗外还是一片黑暗,有时传来远处的火车汽笛声。
隔天,天亮得早,我开始隔离生活,无聊时望向窗外。楼房都很像,橙黄色的外皮,六层楼高,一楼不锈钢阳台上挂着歪歪斜斜的金属“福”字。草地上有少量的雪。远处还是长得一样的回迁房,只是颜色不同:墨绿色、米色、白色,整齐排列的窗口就像积木。到了白天,人们走出家门。中年人,老年人,牵着狗,提着菜,戴着口罩。他们彼此点头,在寒冷的空中呼出热气。楼与楼的间隙很大,很空旷,一些家具被遗弃在单元楼门前,灰色布沙发,生锈的金属座椅。
我开始在网上寻找来鹤岗买房生活的人。我加入一个鹤岗的微信群聊,里头有两百多个从外地过来买房生活的人。线上群聊几乎每分钟都有人说话。一个女生说她开网店,用线上虚拟币交易。她的对白也很简单,“我不出门”。另一个女生,二十五岁,住在南边的“大陆南”小区,她是网络小说写手,最近一边写小说,一边帮人装修。一个女生画漫画,住在松鹤小区,和另一个女生相约晚上一起喝鸡汤,看恐怖片《乡村老屋》。一个女人从佛山过来,带着孩子。群里也讨论外界对鹤岗的关注。随着报道越来越多,一些人将备注改成“不在鹤岗”。
有人不断分享近期的新闻链接:
“鹤岗不是北欧”“鹤岗不是乌托邦”“去鹤岗躺平,无非又是骗你去买房”“2022 年新骗局:去鹤岗买房躺平”“五万卖房热潮过后,鹤岗再次沦为鬼城”“鹤岗会重生吗?”
人们对此有不同的看法。有人认为,低廉的房价将源源不断地吸引年轻人来到鹤岗,从而形成新的活力。
但另一个人说,人们在城市里购房,购买的只是那一套简单的钢筋水泥么?
他接着说,不,人们购买的是希望。“房价走低不可能带来希望。没有希望,这里的房价才会走低。”
还有一个男生说,无论外边说什么,他都要去鹤岗。他来自河北涿州,原来在保定一家直播运营公司做商业代播,但公司快倒闭了,他打算辞职,然后去鹤岗。“我像块橡皮,每天都在消磨。”
他写道:
感觉鹤岗就是那个样子
天黑以后就没有什么生活了
每个人都在自己的房子里待着
等待天亮
***
未来——人们总说这里没有未来。过去已经远离。这座城市不再有太多煤的痕迹,街道上偶尔才会看见被遗弃的厂房和金属管道。
我去了鹤岗的博物馆和图书馆,想看看这里的过去。鹤岗产煤很早,能追溯到 1918 年。清代,作为“龙兴之地”的东北受到封禁,长期发展缓慢。清末东北解禁,政府推动官方采金,大量采金者和垦荒者涌入。民国初年,有人偶然在鹤岗石头河西岸发现煤苗,开启鹤岗长达百年的煤矿开采历史。虽然时有生产事故,但煤矿带来了繁盛和富足:第一个实现机械化的露天煤矿、第一对现代化采煤竖井、矿区文化宫影剧场的隆重集会、矿务局招待所、煤矿工人疗养院。媒体也记录过那时的兴盛:矿务局年年放鞭炮,两三个小时不停,人们裹着棉服出门看。街上,宾利、劳斯莱斯,8 或 6 连号的车牌,呼啸而过。2012 年,鹤岗的房价在繁荣中上涨,城区房价每平方米五千元,同年,鹤岗 GDP 达到峰值——三百五十三亿六千万元。
但由于煤矿接近枯竭,鹤岗在 2011 年被国务院列入第三批二十五座资源枯竭型城市的名单。2014 年,年鉴里的一份政府报告写道,“即将过去的2014年,是我市矛盾凸显、困难叠加的一年,因宏观形势、产业结构和煤炭行业‘双降’等影响,预计全年生产总值下降百分之十,固定资产投资下降百分之四十三。”
煤矿关停,拆迁,一些被改造成公园。有次,出租车司机带我来到矿山公园,我们来到路边,俯视着山坡对面巨大的露天矿坑,树木枯黄,斜坡上,灰色的矿层和雪交织在一起。底部的平地有辆黄色挖机,停着不动,像个景点。附近有家废弃的炸药厂,铁门露出一小道缝。
我试图往里走,但司机拦住了我。“底下埋的都是炸药呢。”他说。
鹤岗房价暴跌的消息首先在“58 同城”上传播开来。2019 年 4 月,鹤岗由于低廉的房价登上微博热搜,越来越多的买房客来到鹤岗。
这种热络带来了商机。梁云鹏是其中一位掘金客。他是一名房产中介,三十八岁。我到店里时,他戴着耳机,一台苹果手机摆在面前:他正在接受抖音官方的连线采访。他穿着一件耐克棕色夹克,中等身材,开一辆黑色奥迪。自从鹤岗凭借低房价出名后,他的房屋中介生意蒸蒸日上。他手上一共有一万多套房子,其中五万以下的只有四分之一,一两万元的更少,只有几百来套。最近,由于那位二十六岁南京女生的新闻,更多人涌来了,都想买两万的房子。
“必须要找到更多两万的房。”梁云鹏说,“客户需求最大。”
他们决定去鹤岗那些偏远的角落找房子。第二天,我跟着梁云鹏去鹤岗南部的峻德老城区核实十二套房子的情况。峻德曾经依傍着鹤岗的四大煤矿之一峻德矿而建立,现在只剩下一些老人在那里生活。在峻德,楼房间距很宽,户与户之间的距离很窄,外表由政府改造过后重新装修,密集,毫无美感可言。楼道里是腌酸菜的气味。有些房子呈现出废弃的景象,霉味浓郁,地上堆着水泥、拆掉的火炉和玻璃碎屑。
梁云鹏举起手机拍照,在租房网站上更新房子信息。不少客人直接通过网络远程买房。他的车座上放着一张新的公证书和委托书,那是一个四川女孩前天通过三分钟的视频电话后定下的房子。
也是他将房子卖给海员李海,卖给那个二十六岁的南京女生,卖给“隐居吧”“流浪吧”的男人,卖给做网络写手、游戏代练、直播、微商的人们,也卖给想要过来抄底的山西老板,上了岁数的南方老人。但这两年,来鹤岗买房的女生更多。
“鹤岗的房子可能代表着一种退路。”梁云鹏说。

***
天气预报提示说一场大雪即将来临,气温骤降至零下十度。人们从口音中辨别我来自南方,逐一询问我带的衣服数量,听后直摇头。面馆老板对我说,一定要买条“线裤”,就在时代广场买,越厚越好。我听从她的建议,在时代广场的二楼打折商铺里买了一条线裤,外表类似健美裤,里头是绒毛,紧贴皮肤。从外地来鹤岗的女生们又建议我买长款羽绒服——“至少得长到小腿那儿”。我在网上下单一件“270g 鹅绒加厚保暖羽绒服”、羽绒裤、加绒马丁靴、护耳防风保暖口罩、毛线帽子和围巾。快递送至九州松鹤站点,我领着成堆快递盒回来,在暖气充足的屋里换上这些,烘出一身汗。再次出门时,我已全副武装,信心充足。
空气越来越稀薄、干净。夜晚的星星亮得惊人,似乎还能见到微亮的银河。早上,粉色的晨光照在楼上。雪就要来临。

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  「Auf Wiedersehen!」と僕も言った。
  十八年という歳月が過ぎ去ってしまった今でも、僕はあの草原の風景をはっきりと思いだすことができる。何日かつづいたやわらかな雨に夏のあいだのほこりをすっかり洗い流された山肌は深く鮮かな青みをたたえ、十月の風はすすきの穂をあちこちで揺らせ、細長い雲が凍りつくような青い天頂にぴたりとはりついていた。空は高く、じっと見ていると目が痛くなるほどだった。風は草原をわたり、彼女の髪をかすかに揺らせて雑木林に抜けていった。梢の葉がさらさらと音を立て、遠くの方で犬の鳴く声が聞こえた。まるで別の世界の入口から聞こえてくるような小さくかすんだ鳴き声だった。その他にはどんな物音もなかった。どんな物音も我々の耳には届かなかった。誰一人ともすれ違わなかった。まっ赤な鳥が二羽草原の中から何かに怯えたようにとびあがって雑木林の方に飛んでいくのを見かけただけだった。歩きながら直子は僕に井戸の話をしてくれた。
  記憶というのはなんだか不思議なものだ。その中に実際に身を置いていたとき、僕はそんな風景に殆んど注意なんて払わなかった。とくに印象的な風景だとも思わなかったし、十八年後もその風展を細部まで覚えているかもしれないとは考えつきもしなかった。正直なところ、そのときの僕には風景なんてどうでもいいようなものだったのだ。僕は僕自身のことを考え、そのときとなりを並んで歩いていた一人の美しい女のことを考え、僕と彼女とのことを考え、そしてまた僕自身のことを考えた。それは何を見ても何を感じても何を考えても、結局すべてはブーメランのように自分自身の手もとに戻ってくるという年代だったのだ。おまけに僕は恋をしていて、その恋はひどくややこしい場所に僕を運びこんでいた。まわりの風景に気持を向ける余裕なんてどこにもなかったのだ。
  でも今では僕の脳裏に最初に浮かぶのはその草原の風景だ。草の匂い、かすかな冷やかさを含んだ風、山の稜線、犬の鳴く声、そんなものがまず最初に浮かびあがってくる。とてもくっきりと。それらはあまりにくっきりとしているので、手をのばせばひとつひとつ指でなぞれそうな気がするくらいだ。しかしその風景の中には人の姿は見えない。誰もいない。直子もいないし、僕もいない。我々はいったいどこに消えてしまったんだろう、と僕は思う。どうしてこんなことが起りうるんだろう、と。あれほど大事そうに見えたものは、彼女やそのときの僕や僕の世界は、みんなどこに行ってしまったんだろう、と。そう、僕には直子の顔を今すぐ思いだすことさえできないのだ。僕が手にしているのは人影のない背泉だけなのだ。
  もちろん時間さえかければ僕は彼女の顔を思いだすことができる。小さな冷たい手や、さらりとした手ざわりのまっすぐなきれいな髪や、やわらかな丸い形の耳たぶやそのすぐ下にある小さなホクロや、冬になるとよく着ていた上品なキャメルのコートや、いつも相手の目をじっとのぞきこみながら質問する癖や、ときどき何かの加減で震え気味になる声(まるで強風の吹く丘の上でしゃべっているみたいだった)や、そんなイメージをひとつひとつ積みかさねていくと、ふっと自然に彼女の顔が浮かびあがってくる。まず横顔が浮かびあがってくる。これはたぶん僕と直子がいつも並んで歩いていたせいだろう。だから僕が最初に思いだすのはいつも彼女の横顔なのだ。それから彼女は僕の方を向き、にっこりと笑い、少し首をかしげ、話しかけ、僕の目をのぞきこむ。まるで澄んだ泉の底をちらりとよぎる小さな魚の影を探し求めるみたいに。个部位,直到把我痛晕。当我醒来时,我身边全是乐高,他们在忙那忙这,看着他们劳动的样子,我入神了。但我似乎也变成了个乐高人,头圆圆的,只有两根手指。我不知道自己来到了什么样的世界,我居然听得懂他们的语言,他们也并没有把我当成陌生的另类。虽然没看到自己,但我感觉到,我应该是成为了他们的一员。我身上没有一点儿钱,可我又找不到工作,还好快不行时遇见了一位好心的乐高人,他给了我点钱,并给我介绍了一份工作。我问他叫什么,他说他叫红,想成为一名元素战士。他还给我介绍了三位朋友,分别是蓝、黄和黑。认识了他们后,红想让我加入他们去寻找他爷爷没找到的宝藏,我爽快地答应了。但找了这么久,半点线索都没找着,我只好去找红,他家门是开的,我问了一声就进去了,见到一个小盒子,打开后里面放起了一首美妙的歌曲,盖子还刻着一棵大柳树。我听到有声音从我背后飘来,红竟然在哭,“对不起”,我轻轻地对他说。“没关系,只是…想…想起了爷爷,他…还在时,很喜欢听这首歌”。红断断续续地说。我忽然明白了什么,对他悄悄地说:“这和钟楼正中午时放的音乐一样”!红惊喜的盯着我,并召集了所有成员(黑、蓝、黄),并叫我绿,我们一起在钟楼那里观察,虽然我们日复一日地观察,可完全看不出有什么线索,就在大家快放弃时,我忽然想到那棵大柳树,城市里只有一棵。果然,正中午时镜子反射的光到土地上,我们找到了个拼图,我们拼完后就出现了一个通往地底的通道,我们走到最低下时发现了一条河和一艘船,我们决定坐船前行。我们完全没察觉到有坏人已经盯上我们了,水越来越汹涌,忽然,黑大叫的喊:“不好了,前面是瀑布,快把船停下来”。眼看就要掉下去时,红突然把绳套紧在岩石上,并叫我们帮忙拉,经过我们的一番努力,终于把船停下了。我们找到了个平台,那儿有一个大门,中间有一个小圆,里面有一棵大柳树的印子,我们找了好久都没找到打开门的方法,这时,一直没说话的蓝发话了,说:“我们也许可以用那个盒子试一下”。不试不知道,一试就知道,门一下子就打开了,里面全是黄金珠宝,但是,坏人们突然进来了,修炼就是夺天夺地夺他人之造化,虽然谈不上人吃人,但是生死却是必须看透。   所以死而复生对于他来说绝对是幸事,更何况重生到了洪荒,更是无上的大机缘。   虽然这里天仙遍地走,金仙不如狗,但是只要活着就有希望,反正他也是死过一次的人了。   接着龙珏很快就进入一种玄奥的状态,同时不周山的灵气也是疯狂的凝聚起来。   “不周龙脉!”不知道过了多长时间,龙珏终于清醒了过来,心中激动不已。。   刚刚他获得这一句身体的传承,他竟然是不周山的龙脉之一。不周山的龙脉是什么?乃是整个洪荒的灵气之祖,也是整个洪荒的气运所聚。   他虽然是不周山内山上一个不起眼的龙脉,但这是不周山,放在外面也是一个巨型龙脉。要是在后世,这就是一个祖龙脉,可以帮助一个门派立下万世根基。   而且他是一个有灵智的龙脉,更是可以自己修炼,凝聚天地间的灵气,自动进化。   整个不周山一共有十大祖龙脉,每一个龙脉都是巨大无比,比起传说中的昆仑山或者海外三仙岛都是不差丝毫。   但是这里可是不周山,擎天之柱,虽然很多大能在这里修炼,却是没有一个人敢挪移或者私自占有这些龙脉,因为只要谁挪移了这龙脉,那么恐怖的业力,即使圣人也要立刻暴毙。   而龙珏却是靠着吞噬这些龙脉而成长,甚至最后一举吞噬这十大祖龙脉也不是不可能。,Subhuti, what do you mean by cloud? If you are reading, I should be a sentient being. Subhuti, don't do is read, why? There is no such thing as a Buddha. If there is a sentient being called Tathagata, the Tathagata has four phases: I, man, sentient being and longevity. Subhuti means: Tathagata, have the heart of sentient beings. Subhuti thinks: Tathagata has the heart to help all living beings. Does he have this heart? Buddha is asking him: Subhuti, what is the meaning of cloud? What do you think? In other words, what do you think of this matter, this problem? Do you mean that the Tathagata has the heart to relieve sentient beings? It is wrong to say the Diamond Sutra. You should not call the Tathagata's work a thought. Don't think that the Tathagata says that the Vajrayana Sutra is to save all living beings. Don't think that the Tathagata is to save all living beings. I should be a sentient being. The Buddha is called Subhuti. Don't have this view. Don't think that the Tathagata says the Vajra Prajna Paramita Sutra is for sentient beings. This is wrong. Subhuti, what do you mean to say: Tathagata has the heart to take care of all living beings. Buddha sent Subhuti's suspicion to him. Buddha said that this sutra of Vajra Prajna Paramita does not have a mind of sentient beings, so don't think about it. Why? The essence of all living beings is Buddha, and all living beings are Buddha. This is the Mahayana doctrine. In particular, the Hua Yan Sutra is devoted to this issue, which is contained in many volumes of scriptures. It is said that all sentient beings are Buddhas. If the Tathagata is to make all sentient beings Buddhas, this is a lie. What do you mean by lying? It is me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity, not only I, what I think, this is what I think and what I think in my heart. Although all sentient beings have Buddha nature, if it is said that if it is not because of Buddha, how can he realize? With what practice can one become a Buddha? It is we who hear the Buddha's words, and only by listening to the Buddha's words can we realize this truth and become Buddhists. This Buddha tells us that Buddha transforms sentient beings into beings without transforming them. Buddha does not transform the mind of sentient beings and no sentient beings are transformed by Buddha. This is the characteristic of Vajrayana Sutra. This is why it is different from other Sutras. The Buddha has repeatedly instructed Subhuti that you must not have this kind of thought. You must not say that the Tathagata is for the sake of sentient beings, whether it is the Tathagata saying, the Tathagata practicing, or the Tathagata coming out of the world. Many other sutras say that the great cause of Buddha's birth is the salvation of all living beings. The Diamond Sutra sends out this thought and tells Subhuti that you should not have this idea. Why not call you this idea because of Buddha's salvation of all living beings and why? Subhuti, don't do is read, what reason? The reason is very simple, there is really no such thing as Buddha, so I ask you not to say that Buddha can do it. Because there is really no sentient being, such as Buddha. If there are sentient beings such as Buddha, Buddha has me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. If the Buddha wants to have this idea, I will have the idea of sentient beings, I will have the idea of sentient beings, I am Buddha, and sentient beings are sentient beings, then the Buddha has four distinct phases: I, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. In fact, the Buddha does not have me, human beings and sentient beings. Therefore, the Buddha enjoins Subbodhi that you do not have the idea of Buddha's idea of sentient beings, and at the same time you do not have doubts. Therefore, tell him not to do is to read, that is what this means. Don't do this, Buddha has no sentient beings to be able to live, no sentient beings to become Buddha, and no Buddha to live. To eliminate this idea, although all sentient beings have Buddha nature, can they be enlightened by themselves if they do not listen to what has been said? What makes you practice to become a Buddha? This is a rhetorical question, that is, let us understand that Buddha is not persistent, nor does he have my own view, human view, sentient beings view, and longevity view. Buddha transforms all living beings into nothing. Buddha transforms all living beings into beings without seeing each other and without being able to transform. There is no Buddha who can be changed, nor is there any sentient beings that can be changed. Let's understand it this way. The meaning is very deep. Let's get rid of all persistence. Because we sentient beings know and see too deeply, especially we draw the common people and Buddha very clearly, which is wrong. For example: Patriarch Danxia, he broke the attachment of the master of a temple, that is, the master monk. Buddha's heart, the heart of all living beings; Buddha's image, sentient beings' image. Persistence is very serious, he went to visit him. Seeing the temple, he went to the main hall. It was winter and the weather was very cold. Patriarch Danxia took down the wooden Buddha statues and split them, lit a fire and baked them. The abbot monk, still can promise him? I started to argue with him. The abbot said: How do you split the Buddha? How did you burn my Buddha statue? He said: I am looking for sarira. The abbot monk said: What relic is in this wood? He said: Oh, there is no sarira in the wood. I'll burn another one if there is no sarira. How do you understand? He is breaking away from this master's knowledge and vision. He is too clear about the Buddha's vision, my vision and all beings' vision. He breaks away from his knowledge and vision. As soon as he burned, he said, ' I am looking for sarira.' Where is the sarira in this place? Where is the sarira in the wooden statue? Why did he worship him without sarira? What is he doing? I'll burn another one and the host will be enlightened. Do you know the reason for his enlightenment? He disavowed his knowledge. Buddha means there is no difference among all beings. The Buddha is wood, not the real Buddha. If we normally regard Buddha statues as wood, can you practice? We really regard the Buddha as the real Buddha. There are several aspects: to a certain kind of person, it is Zen meditation for that old practitioner. he reached the peak and was too clear about the difference between Buddha and sentient beings. Patriarch Danxia broke his belief. This is not something we can use casually. You also went to the temple to take a Buddha statue and split it, then you can commit crimes and shed blood. He didn't, so there is a lot of scripture, don't misunderstand. You must not do that until then. For example, a Zen master, who has been sitting and participating in Zen for 120 years, how can you compare? You can also go there and sit there. how can you compare yourself with him for more than 20 or 30 years? You can only gain by yourself. There was a man selling tofu. when he went to jinshan temple to deliver tofu, he looked at master sitting like this. he said, ' master, one year he also sits like this when delivering tofu, and two years he sits like this. is it any good to sit like this every day?' It must be good. He asked the guest teacher, I also want to sit down. The guest teacher said, ' No, how can you run and sit down?' He said, ' I will not sit inside. the masters will sit inside the door. I will sit outside the door and sit at the back door. is that possible?' The hostess asked him to grind and say, ' okay, okay, you are not allowed to talk or make any noise here.' He sat at the back, waited for a fight, and then said to the guest teacher, ' alas, I have gained a lot from this sitting.' The insider said: What have you gained? He said: I owe me the tofu account three years ago. I have long forgotten it. I remembered several accounts in this sitting. I should go to ask for the account and collect the money. What do you think of this story? How do you understand? Therefore, we should calm down, calm down the crazy heart and floating heart. Like him who has no wisdom, we can realize wisdom. Wisdom can illuminate itself, so-called open wisdom is open mind, open mind is wisdom, simply say wisdom now. Before wisdom comes to light, can it be life or death? In the past, present and future, you have known and completely laid down your body, mind and body, seeing that it is empty, that is the meaning. Buddha does not have sentient beings, nor does he have this idea. I am capable and sentient beings are what I am capable of. If there is such an idea, if he is not a Buddha, he will not succeed, that is the meaning. Subhuti certainly understood, so the Buddha asked Subhuti: Do you think so? The Tathagata's work is to chant me to save all living beings. What if there is such an idea? It is wrong. Subhuti, don't do is read, there is no sentient beings Buddha degree. I'll tell you the truth, in fact, there is not a sentient being who is Buddha. If the Tathagata wants all beings to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be The Buddha has long been dead, without me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. That's why he said: ' Buddha spends all day without seeing sentient beings.' Because the Buddha knows Subhuti still has doubts, his heart is still not clean, and he still thinks that all living beings are what the Buddha does. All living beings are enlightened by Buddha. Buddha is enlightened by being enlightened, so Buddha wants to be enlightened. Buddha replied: All living beings do not want me to do it, nor do I want to do it. Why? All sentient beings are full of Buddha nature. All sentient beings are Buddha. This everybody can want deep participation, all living beings are Buddha originally, born Buddha has no two, heart and Buddha have no two, no two is one. All sentient beings are Buddhas and are just lost in enlightenment. This truth should be taken into consideration. It's not that scripture can't be told according to the text, but that the participant is thinking. You have to see the body, and the body is the same. No matter what its appearance is, it is the same. For example: wood. If this wood is carved into a Buddha statue, everyone will offer it there and kowtow for worship. If this wood is made into a chair, all of us will sit on it and put it under our buttocks. One kowtows and worships every day and the other sits under his buttocks. Are these two the same? But they are all made of wood. It turns out that they are all made of wood. From this truth, we all realize that the essence is the same, and all living beings and Buddha are one body. He is lost and fallen, that is, all living beings. Has he realized? Enlightenment is Buddha. The Buddha is clear, clear, sentient beings are Buddhas, future Buddhas, Buddhas are accomplished Buddhas. One has become, one has not yet become, it turned out to be one. So Subhuti, the Tathagata, said, ' If there is me, there is no me.' I am a pseudonym, I am not me, then there must be me, but ordinary people don't think so, think it is me. He thought I said I was me, said I was not me, we can understand from what we said. As we say fire, fire is not fire. When talking about fire, it is not fire, but fire, not burning our mouths, burning our tongues, this pseudonym. But if you don't say fire, how can people understand that you mean fire? Let me understand here that this is a false statement. What about Buddha? Buddha is not Buddha, that's the meaning. So Subhuti, the Tathagata, said, ' If there is me, there is no me.' Tathagata said: I am not me. However, ordinary people are persistent, saying that I am not him or you, saying that I am me, respectively. Buddha said: Ordinary people think there is me. The Buddha was afraid of Subhuti clinging to the common people. The Tathagata said, ' The common people are not common people, but common people.' Every diamond sutra has a 30% discount, a pseudonym that follows the world, and an explicit truth. No, after that, they follow the world, so all Buddhas become Buddhas, and they also show that they are just like people. Just understand this truth. The Tathagata said that I am pure in nature, and that I am always happy and pure. I am always happy and clean, not ordinary people who are greedy, angry, stupid, ignorant and false, but I am false. Buddha said that I am always happy and I am clean and virtuous. Therefore, the ordinary people think it is me, and the ordinary people have me, some people, and some people's opinions. That is the ordinary people. Why? Is there birth and death in the heart of the common man, so it is called the common man. The heart of a saint has no birth and death. He is not the common man. The man who has realized Prajnaparamita is not the common man. The man who has lost the Prajnaparamita is the common man. Therefore, ordinary people are not ordinary people, and when ordinary people realize prajnaparamita, they are not ordinary people. Another kind of said, the heart can have some, can have some ordinary, the heart is incompetent, is not ordinary, is the equality law, the law is equal. It is the equality of the law and there is no superiority or inferiority, that is to say, the suspicion is completely removed, the transcendence is immediately entered, and Bodhi is established. That is the Buddha, and all beings are equal. Subhuti, what do you mean by cloud? Can you view the Tathagata in 32 phases? Subhuti, do you think Buddhism is thirty-two and eighty good? Subhuti said: So it is. Yes, it is like this. I view the Tathagata in 32 phases. The Buddha said Subhuti: If you look at the Tathagata in 32 phases, the wheel of the holy king is the Tathagata. If you think of yourself as a Tathagata with 32 phases, you are wrong. Why? There are also 32 phases in the runner king. isn't that why the runner king has become a Buddha? Hearing this, Subhuti made a wrong answer, so he quickly corrected it. Subhuti White Buddha said: Buddha, as I understand the meaning of Buddha, should not view the Tathagata in 32 phases. How should we view the Tathagata? Therefore, the dharma body is not a phase. Tathagata: such as person, such as motionless; Newcomers, come and not come. Should appear in the world, should appear. Dharma is dharma body, because Subhuti's perseverance has not been completely eliminated and there is still this problem. Therefore, the Buddha has raised such a question mark for him. It is supposed to be asked, but Subhuti does not know the meaning of Buddha, so he answered it easily and did not intend to answer it. If so, he is right. Buddha said he was wrong. What should he do? After the Buddha said this, he knew and understood that he did not view the Tathagata in 32 phases, because the runner king has 32 phases and is the same as the Buddha. The runner king is far from the Tathagata. How can he compare with the Tathagata? He saw that his thoughts and worries were not broken, so Subhuti immediately turned around and said that if I understood the meaning of Buddha and said that Buddha asked me, I answered casually. If you ask me further, I know what you mean. You should not look at the Tathagata with the thirty-two phases. You should not look at the Buddha with the thirty-two phases. Now Subhuti is completely clear. At this Prajna meeting, Subhuti has entered the realm of Great Bodhisattva. He is not the original two-way person, but only the person and me. He has already entered the court of justice, so he should not reply小丑带着一群坏人来进攻了,我可是在书上看到过,他以前,灭了很多城市,一直没人打得过他,就在人们没办法时,有五个元素战士用一把枪把他封印起来了,没想到他怎么又出来了,我们只能躲在家里,靠着望眼镜来观察外面的状况,小丑讲很多家破坏了,并杀死了很多乐高人,就在快要炸掉城市时,五个元素战士冲了出来,击退了很多怪物,最后把小丑击败了,看着保护家园的元素战士,一种强烈的想当元素战士的情感油然而生。红、黄、蓝、黑和我,也就是绿,共同决定去参加元素五年一度的元素战士选拨赛。首先,我们需要有很快的反应能力,四面八方都会有铁球悬浮在空中,任何一个铁球随时都会掉下来把我们压成泥。我一会跳过去,一会跳过来,一个也没打中,接下来又要有速度,一个个冲得比汽车还猛。最后,我们要用一堆破烂零件造东西,可以合作,我立刻叫来了红、黄、蓝、黑,我们用这些零件造了个巨大的机器人,每个部分都有一个人来操控,开始战斗就有人的东西坏了,我们接着去了小丑住的地方,听小丑的下一步计划,小丑一直抱怨皇帝不让他全国搜捕,他想了想,忽然叫了一声:“对啊!我可以把皇帝杀掉,然后自己再坐上皇位”。我想去告诉皇帝,但又怕皇帝不信,所以我们想出了个办法,小丑应该会制造一个大麻烦,让皇帝派走所有的守卫,再去偷偷杀掉皇帝,我们要在守卫刚走就立刻去告诉皇帝,小丑要来杀他,如果时间不够,小丑出门,红、黄、蓝和黑会去拦住小丑,让小丑越晚越好。果然,小丑派兵在很多地方制造了大麻烦,皇帝那派点兵,这派点兵,兵就没有了,我赶紧跑进皇宫里把事情告诉了皇帝,还让皇帝跟官员说,如果小丑来了,问他去哪了,你们就说我出去有事,很快就回来了。然后皇帝就和我出去把士兵们带回来,皇帝回来后小丑还没来,我就趁机躲在桌子下,又过来一会儿,小丑终于来了,这次小丑又给皇帝送来了一台乐高电脑,并教皇帝在上面玩游戏,皇帝玩的都停不下来了,小丑偷偷拿出了一把剑,用力向皇帝刺去,我使用木元素把剑挡住了有的还散架了,有的一踩就碎,有的一碰就碎,但最后还有一位强者靠着会飞来躲到现在,我们启动所以炮弹来炸他。最终,他在最后一刻被打了下来,我们胜了,还要五个乐高人也被留了下来接受训练跟着定位装置,我们到了一座火山脚下,我们坐着车一路开进了云里,可又不像云,因为云没有这么大一片的,听了当地居民的谈话,才知道这叫云海,在云海里的视线越来越模糊,能见度越来越低了,只能看见距离两米内的东西,突然,前面出现一块大石头,但司机有惊无险的躲了过去,可是又有一块大石头从山上飞了下来,车子也被撞到了很远的地方,还好经验丰富的老司机带我们走出了云海,来到了山上的火山脚下,一下车,我便马上冻的全身发抖,但我一转身,又被热得像夏天里的狗一样,真是冰火两重天啊!我们走着走着就要爬火山才行了,我们艰难的抓着山上突出的石头,一步一步往上爬,才爬到一半,黄就支撑不住了,他提醒我们别太累了时,脚没踩稳,掉了下去,但还好下面有个小平台,可黄还是受伤了,我们让黑去把黄送往附近的医院,其余人继续前进。等我们到山顶时,突然从旁边飞来了一桶油,让火山喷出了一点岩浆,差点溅到我身上来,幸好我躲得快,红和蓝一下子冲上去,想抓住扔油桶的人,但他们还不知道是小丑干的,此时,小丑又逃了,可我们再次用追踪器定位时,却发现定位显示在火山里,我们虽然觉得不可能,但还是去造了一艘高温潜水艇,再穿上防高温服,再叫上恢复了的黄,就开始下潜了,下潜一千米后还没见到任何可疑的东西,正当队员们准备放弃时,忽然出现一个房子一样的建筑,我们进去一看,什么也没找到,我们只好出去外面继续下潜,可温度升到四千度时已经不能再下潜了,已经是极限温度了,可定位显示小丑还在更深处,我们又不能下去抓小丑,也不能空手回去,我们只好把希望放在那像房子一样的建筑里,我们思考了很久也没想出一个办法我找到了他们并说明了情况后,市长又派了一百个乐高士兵去支援我们,二队也答应去支援我们。在过去的路上,我一直在通过装在红身上的微型摄像头找到他们。那个城堡的主人果然是小丑,他一副高兴的样子说:“这不是元素战士吗?想不到你们也有今天”。可小丑忽然又不高兴了,说:“怎么少了一个,绿呢?绿在哪?你们把他藏哪了”?“如果绿带着带着其他乐高人来救你们,你们就活不了了,他们关进监狱去”。小丑淡淡的说:“监狱里什么也没有,而且旁边关的都是前几天失踪的人,有些有用的可以去做士兵、?师和清洁工,没用的只可以被关着,并且只能吃别人吃的剩饭,有时候没有还吃不了。所以有人已经撑不住了,被活活饿死了”。我听到小丑说只能我一个人去救红他们,否则小丑就会杀了他们,但如果我不带士兵和二队,那我肯定打不过小丑,如果我带了军队,小丑又会把红他们杀掉,在我想不出办法时,白一看我这样,问我是不是有什么事,我把刚才看到的告诉白一,白一叫上了白二、白三、白四、白五一起来想办法,最后我们决定先让士兵造一百个救生船,然后我去城堡里吸引小丑的注意力,尽量拖延时间让二队去救红他们,再让五十个士兵去救其他被关在这里的乐高人,再留五十个士兵到大门口等我消息来支援我。我走到小丑面前,和小丑聊天,聊了很久,原来跟小丑聊天这么容易啊,我还以为小丑会怀疑呢,可小丑好像看出了我细微的变化,叫了诗歌乐高人去外面看看,回来后小丑一数。怎么只有九个回来了,这九个乐高人说他们中计了,有好多士兵在外面,那个乐高人死了。我知道情况不妙,赶紧呼叫了外面的士兵。然后小丑就让所有的乐高人来杀我,就在一堆乐高人围攻我,而且士兵又没来时,刚才那九个士兵跳过来,杀了好多小丑的军队,原来那九个乐高人分别是红、黄、蓝、黑、白一、白二、白三、白四、白五,我们一起战斗,打败了很多小丑的乐高人,最后我们去抓小丑,小丑坐上船逃了,我们也坐船追,市长也派了很多乐高军人一起去追小丑。就在快要抓住小丑时,小丑从船里拿出一个盒子,我们决定可能是什么危险的武器,一下子跳到他的船上按住了那个盒子,我们正想把盒子夺过来,黑却把盒子打掉在船上一时间洛克成为了名人。洛克感觉自己很有自信了,于是就乘车来到猫王国,他骄傲地对猫们说我:“看!我现在有多强大,我可以很容易就打败你们了。”于是,洛溪就和一支叫做加菲的猫进行决斗,结果洛溪惨败而归。洛溪终于知道了,漂亮的外表,不如有一个聪明的大脑由计算机程序控制研磨制作而成,尽显完美见红他们把我抬回床上,然后我就睡着了,我醒来时红他们说我已经睡了三天三夜,小丑已经把他能管的地方全部派兵搜捕我们,因为他和皇帝闹了点小矛盾,所以他不可以全国搜捕,说完蓝就给我拿了碗饭,我飞快的吃了下去,我完全恢复后就问二队怎么样

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