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夕阳总会落在你身上，但我不是你的光。
The sunset will always fall on you, but I'm not your light.
原来心中乱撞的小鹿，现在已经变成了刺猬。
The deer that used to be in my heart has now become a hedgehog.
盛不盛开，花都是花，有没有你，我都是我。
Whether it blooms or not, flowers are all flowers. With or without you, I am all me.
我习惯了无所谓，
却不是真的什么都不在乎。
I'm used to it. It doesn't matter.
But it's not that I really don't care about anything.
到最后才发现，待我如初，这四个字有多么难。
In the end, I found out how difficult these four words were to treat me as before.
放弃你的原因很简单，你改不了，我忍不了，
未来还很长，我怕煎熬。
The reason for giving up on you is very simple. You can't change it. I can't stand it.
There is still a long way to go, and I'm afraid of suffering.
