我永不会放弃

文摘   心灵鸡汤   2023-04-02 06:02   美国  



Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦
Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦
Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦
But I'll keep on
但是我会坚持
I'll keep on
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
……
Faith is something I am not accustomed to
信仰不是我熟悉的旅途
And trusting other people's something I don't really love to do
信任他人更不是我想做的事情
I've never been a fan of it, I act tougher
我也从来不是神的追随者
我自己可以
表现的很坚强
Really my shoulders they ain't built for this and I don't have nothing
但事实是,我根本不够坚强
我内心空白无力

It's like I'm standing in the rain and you offer me a raincoat, 
But I would rather stand there and get wet than take the handout. What's wrong with me? 
那感觉就像是我站在雨中,你给了我一件雨衣,但我宁愿站在那里淋雨也不愿接受你的帮助。
我的心生了什么病,让我如此神志不清?
You said, "you've always got your hands out. And I cannot continue on my own so take my hands now"
你说我一直能看到你高举的双手,你不能再这样独自前行了所以现在握住我的手吧让我们一起前
I give you everything, God, not just a little bit. Take it from me, I am nothing but a hypocrite. I hate sin, but I built a house and I still live in it. 
神啊,我愿意把一切都献给你,不只是一点点。请你拿走我的一切吧。真相是我只是个伪君子,我恨一切的丑恶,但是我自己却建造了一座丑恶之屋,一直住在其中。
Afraid to open up the door to you and let you into it. My soul is lost and what it needs is your direction.
我更害怕打开自己的心门让你看到我的丑陋,我的灵魂早已经迷失。我需要你所有的指引。
I know, I've told you I do not need your protection. But I lied to you, this thing is tiring. And man was not created for it, God Please retire me now.
我知道我常常说,我牛逼的很,我压根不需要你的保护。但是那全都是谎言,人生太难了,我们根本无法独自战胜这世界的黑暗。神啊!就现在!请让我从这场苦难的战役中退休吧。
Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦
Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦
Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦
But I'll keep on
但是我会坚持
I'll keep on
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
……
Trust is something I am not accustomed to. And I know the Bible says I should always trust in You. But, I don't never read that book enougn. And when I have a question I don't take the time to look it up, or pick it up. It collects dust on my nightstand.
信任不是我习惯的东西,我知道《圣经》说我应该永远信任你,依靠你。但是我从不经常读《圣经》。当我有问题时,我也不会花时间去拿起它,它在我的床头积满了灰尘。
I'm just being honest. Please take this outta my hands. I have no control. I am just a person. But thank the Lord that I serve a God that's perfect. I do not deserve the opportunity you've given me. I never knew what freedom was until I learned what prison means.
我坦白,我对人生毫无掌控力,我弱爆了,我愿意把一切都交给你。我虽然只是一个在红尘迷路的普通人,但是感恩宇宙,创造我的神是完美的。我根本不配你给我的所有精彩。我从来不懂自由是什么直到我在监牢中活了这么久。
I am not ashamed, I don't care if they remember me. My life will always have a hole, if You are not the centerpiece. Take me out of bondage, take all of my pride. If I don't have a Savior, I don't have nothing inside.
我不想再感到羞愧,我也一点不在意自己是否名声远扬。因为我明白,没有你这座人生灯塔,我的心将永远是个黑洞。请消除我的恐惧,拿走我的骄傲。如果没有你做我的救世主,我注定会永远一无所有。

Take all of my lust, take all of my lies. 
There's no better feeling than when I look in the sky, in your eyes. It's amazing
请拿走我所有的丑恶欲望,拿走我的谎言。这世界上没有任何体验比的过,我抬头望向天空,望向你的眼睛。因为我看到的只有完美!
Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦
Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦
Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦
But I'll keep on
但是我会坚持
I'll keep on
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
我不会放弃
……

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