1939年，越南谅山一间普通的民房里，一个虚弱不堪的老人躺在病床上。
梦里不知身是客，只把他乡作故乡。
有人来看望他，老人念念有词。年轻人弯腰去听，听了半天，只听到一句：“我是一条狗，叫了一百年，也没有把中国叫醒。”
这一年，老人整整一百岁了，他就是复旦大学创始人马相伯（1840-1939）。生于乱世，长于乱世，死于乱世，走过了三个历史时代，却不曾叫醒苦难深重的老大中国。
今日中国缺少一味药，名字就叫马相伯！
可能是捧着iPad看剧，也可能跟着父母出了几趟远门。但一个半世纪前的晚清，11岁的江苏丹阳少年马相伯，一身意气地走进风中，他想见识这个广阔的世界，独自向两百多公里外的城市上海出发了。他一头钻进上海徐汇一所教会学校，苦学法语、拉丁语、希腊语等七国语言，同时攻读哲学、神学、数理和天文等学科。他是中国那个时代罕见的能够熟练运用七国语言的人才。到了1870年，当年那个独自出门的少年，已被授予神学博士。那年，他整30岁，已入而立之年，一肚子的学问，却无处施展。马相伯本想献身教会，可外国人气势凛人，经常欺负中国人，在无比失落和悲悯之中，36岁的马相伯一怒之下，决定出走。既然不能在教会施展学问，实现抱负，那就索性从政。1876年，马相伯敲开了直隶总督李鸿章的大门。凭借熟练的语言功夫，马相伯追随李鸿章，担任助手和翻译。可晚清大厦将倾，纵有百般学问又能如何呢，能做的也不过是跟着李鸿章签订一个个“丧权辱国”的协约。在谈判桌上，马相伯纵然用尽全力，代表国家唇枪舌剑，来回斡旋。可回国之后，等待他的是铺天盖地的“卖国贼”讨伐声，所到之处，全部冷眼。就连自己的母亲，也不能理解儿子，甚至和外人常说：“我不曾生过马相伯这样的儿子。”母亲在临终之前，马相伯想陪在病榻旁多尽孝道，可母亲拒绝见他。直到去世，也不肯和儿子说一句话，而母亲葬礼上，马相伯大哭不止。他有一肚子委屈，这一生，他全部的努力和抱负没有得到一个人的承认，就连自己的母亲，也不原谅自己。母亲去世之后，他极度悲愤与失望，人生也已入晚年，这一生终归一事无成，挥尽无穷血泪，转眼不过空梦。马相伯从此挂冠而去，终生远离政治。他感到自己的人生距离死亡不远了，与其一事无成，不如此生落下白茫茫一片真干净，尘归于尘，土归于土，赤裸裸地来，赤裸裸地去。他从家中拿出地契，将三千亩田产全部捐出。并立下字据，“自献之后，永无反悔”。回首这一生，他有少年求学时的意气，有治国无门时的失望，有母亲死不闭眼的痛楚，更有白茫茫一片的洒脱。马相伯原以为，这就是自己的人生。殊不知，他悲怆的人生这才刚刚开始。1901年秋天，33岁的蔡元培到上海担任南洋公学总教习，他来找马相伯学习拉丁语，马相伯并没拒绝，可蔡元培一来，来学习的学生却越来越多。随着孩子们越来越多，马相伯的生命重新被点燃。“何不办一所学校，让中国的孩子们有书读？”在耶稣会的支持下，马相伯办了震旦学院。大学问家梁启超听说马相伯出山办学，激动之情溢于言表，他在贺文写道：“今乃始见我祖国得一完备有条理之私立学校，吾欲狂喜。”不经意间，马相伯办了中国第一所私立学校。虽是如此，可马相伯老人并无杂念，只要有才华、爱学习的学生，都收入门下，尽心尽力教育知识。1904年，陕西青年于右任还是一个文学爱好者，中了秀才，在家写嘲讽清政府的“反诗”《半哭半笑楼诗草》。被一路通缉，只好避难上海。走投无路时，他来找马相伯老人，老人爱才，一见于右任，对他说：“今天你就可以入学震旦，我免收你的学费、膳费和宿费。”只这一句，于右任就热泪盈眶。他从未想过，自己一个朝廷通缉犯，马校长也敢收！在震旦大学期间，于右任化名“刘学裕”读书。几个月后，马相伯又把于右任叫到办公室，郑重地对他说：“我知道你过去教过几年书，现在你的学识足以做我的教学助手。从明天开始，你就是震旦的教师了！”于右任大为吃惊，马相伯老人不但收留他这个朝廷通缉犯，还敢让这个朝廷通缉犯当老师。于右任后来成为国民党元老，多名学校的创始人，可他时刻不忘马校长的教诲之恩，并将马相伯当做再生父母：“生我者父母，育我者先生！”可震旦学院成立两年后，投资方耶稣会只想教育传教士，而马相伯却希望教育出能对国家有用之人。两方俱不相让，耶稣会一怒之下，解散学院。对马相伯老人更是百般驱逐，甚至找人将老人架到医院，让他 “无病而入病院”。老人被架走后，学生们就再也无书可读了。学生们纷纷表态：“我们誓死和马校长站在一起，可以无震旦，不可无校长……”于右任带着同学们找到马相伯，在医院，大家一见到老人，就齐齐全部跪下了：“校长，我们没书可读了。”听到这句话，老人哭了，偌大的中国竟然摆不下一张小小的课桌。为了让孩子们有书可读，上海街头，常常能看到一个65岁的老人，一个人拄着拐杖，颤颤巍巍地东奔西走，到处游说筹集款项。1905年中秋节，老人终于得到了社会的支持，在吴淞废弃的提督衙门，破破烂烂的屋舍里，一个老人，一百多个学生，没有桌子、没有椅子，只有一块黑板，这就是现在名校复旦大学的前身复旦公学。开学那天，300多名学生从各地赶来，甚至有学生坐火车从苏州赶来，又走了一夜的路才来到学校。马相伯担任复旦公学第一任校长，就是在这样简陋的教学环境，却走出了：而今日复旦大学，优秀毕业生更是数不胜数，他们在各个领域都有杰出贡献。但今日中国，知“马相伯”有几人？就算是今日复旦大学的学生，又有几人知道100多年前，一个65岁的老人，曾排除万难，凭一己之力创办学校。从那时开始，只要说到让孩子读书，马相伯老人就办学“上瘾”。他像割肉噬虎的佛陀，可以拖着年迈的身体粉身碎骨。一生中，马相伯用一己之力办了复旦大学、辅仁大学、震旦女子文理学院，培根女校，启明女子中学。1917年，当蔡元培第一次出任北大校长时，在中国掀起教育改革时，首先邀请恩师马相伯老人北上，老人对蔡元培说：“所谓大学者，非校舍之大之谓，非学生年龄之大之谓，亦非教员薪水之大之谓，系道德高尚、学问渊深之谓也。”马相伯老人所言，便是现代教育的全部意义，他在中国第一个提出教育的普世价值，提出现代教育的平等、奋发和进取，思想和自由。谁也未曾想到，这个现代教育的践行者竟然是一位在60岁时，曾一度决定放弃人生追寻的失落老人。在治国无门的失望中，在母亲死不闭眼的痛楚中，用佛陀般才有的献身精神，重新出发，并影响蔡元培、陶行知、梅贻琦等大教育家。1937年，上海沦陷，马相伯老人97岁，人到了97岁，按道理应该不再出门，因为生命随时都会中止，甚至会暴死街头，最后能不能留个全尸都不知道。可上海已经沦陷，中华大地全在战火之中。不当亡国奴，就只能一路逃难。97岁的马相伯老人被家人带着，他像个老狗气喘吁吁地四处逃亡。从上海跑到武汉，从武汉跑到重庆，重庆常年遭到空袭，又跑到相对安全的云南，当云南也被空袭时。1939年4月的一天，老人病了，他躺在病床上，虚弱不堪地问家人：“我们到哪里了？这里是中国吗？”家人知道老人不想客死他乡，要死也想死在中国的版图上，可战乱的中国，哪里还有一块可以埋葬全尸的地方呢？家人只能骗他：“现在我们已到达滇黔交界处了，回来了。”听到这句话，马相伯长叹口气。这一年，马相伯老人99岁，按中国人的传统，99岁已是罕见的高龄。这一年，虽是战乱年代，复旦的老师和十几位学生依然前来为他过百岁大寿。老人示意将祝寿金拿出，全部捐给前线抗战伤兵和难民。《国际新闻》主编胡愈之去采访他，面对烽烟四起，国破山河的中国，老人不由得想起自己的一生，生活了整整一百年，也见证了这个国家民不聊生的一百年。办教育如同学狗叫，目的都在警醒世人，他内心百感交集，突然泣不成声： “我是一条狗啊，叫了一百年，也没有把中国叫醒。”年底的一天，马相伯叫来孙女马玉章。一看到孙女的脸，老人就哽咽了，他问马玉章：“爷爷没有给你留下一分钱，连你自己的钱也没有留给你……”说完这句，老人泣不成声。停了一会儿后，马相伯又开口：“你……你恨爷爷不恨？”早在1914年，马玉章只有6个月大时，马相伯的儿子马君远病逝。于右任、邵力子等学生筹钱找到马相伯：“先生，玉章还小，这一万块钱，用来资助她日后的生活费和教育费吧。”拿到这笔钱，马相伯转身就去创办了启明女子中学，没有给孙女留下一分钱。对孙女的这份愧疚，马相伯一生深埋在心，这么多年来，他一直不敢说出口。11月4日晚，病床上的老人连日水米不进，在听到家人说到湘北大捷时，突然挣扎着坐起来，连呼几声“消息！消息！”后，沉沉倒下，合上双眼。临终之前，他甚至都不知道自己并未死在祖国，而是客死异国他乡。马相伯活了一百岁，亲历晚清、民国、抗日三个时期，浮沉百年离乱，见证了无数个当政者的中国，道光、咸丰、同治、光绪、宣统，孙中山、袁世凯、蒋介石。每走一步，人生都是负重而行。历史在他身上鞭打出深深的伤口，他却像老狗一般喘息着办教育，育国人，叫了一百年，也见证了中国的一百年的沧桑。今日看来，中国缺少一味叫“马相伯”的药，这味药，叫读书人以一己之力的担当和勇气。今日看来，中国缺少一味叫“马相伯”的药，这味药，叫大学教育的平等和自由。今日看来，中国缺少一味叫“马相伯”的药，这味药，叫能做事的做事，能发声的发声。即便如萤火，也发一份热，不必等待炬火，若世间无炬火，我便是唯一的光。来源：牛皮明明（ID：niupimingming）
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、そのときボーイング747ートに座っていた。その巨大な飛行機はぶ厚い雨雲をくぐり抜けて降下し、ハンブルク空港に着陸しようとしているところだった。十一月の冷ややかな雨が大地を暗く染め、雨合羽を着た整備工たちや、のっぺりとした空港ビルの上に立った旗や、BMWの広告板やそんな何もかもをフランドル派の陰うつな絵の背景のように見せていた。やれやれ、またドイツか、と僕は思った。
飛行機が着地を完了すると禁煙のサインが消え、天井のスピーカーから小さな音でBGMが流れはじめた。それはどこかのオーケストラが甘く演奏するビートルズの 「ノルウェイの森」だった。そしてそのメロディーはいつものように僕を混乱させた。いや、いつもとは比べものにならないくらい激しく僕を混乱させ揺り動かした。
僕は頭がはりさけてしまわないように身をかがめて両手で顔を覆い、そのままじっとしていた。やがてドイツ人のスチュワーデスがやってきて、気分がわるいのかと英語で訊いた。大丈夫、少し目まいがしただけだと僕は答えた。
「本当に大丈夫？」
「大丈夫です、ありがとう」と僕は言った。スチュワーデスはにっこりと笑って行ってしまい、音楽はビリー？ジョエルの曲に変った。僕は顔を上げて北海の上空に浮かんだ暗い雲を眺め、自分がこれまでの人生の過程で失ってきた多くのもののことを考えた。失われた時間、死にあるいは去っていった人々、もう戻ることのない想い。
飛行機が完全にストップして、人々がシートベルトを外し、物入れの中からバッグやら上着やらをとりだし始めるまで、僕はずっとあの草原の中にいた。僕は草の匂いをかぎ、肌に風を感じ、鳥の声を聴いた。それは一九六九年の秋で、僕はもうすぐ二十歳になろうとしていた。
前と同じスチュワーデスがやってきて、僕の隣りに腰を下ろし、もう大丈夫かと訊ねた。
「大丈夫です、ありがとう。ちょっと哀しくなっただけだから（It‘s all right now. Thank you. I only felt lonely， you know.）」と僕は言って微笑んだ。
「Well， I feel same way， same thing， once in a while. I know what you mean.（そういうこと私にもときどきありますよ。よくわかります）」彼女はそう言って首を振り、席から立ちあがってとても素敵な笑顔を僕に向けてくれた。「I hope you‘ll have a nice trip. Auf Wiedersehen！（よい御旅行を。さようなら）」
「Auf Wiedersehen！」と僕も言った。
十八年という歳月が過ぎ去ってしまった今でも、僕はあの草原の風景をはっきりと思いだすことができる。何日かつづいたやわらかな雨に夏のあいだのほこりをすっかり洗い流された山肌は深く鮮かな青みをたたえ、十月の風はすすきの穂をあちこちで揺らせ、細長い雲が凍りつくような青い天頂にぴたりとはりついていた。空は高く、じっと見ていると目が痛くなるほどだった。風は草原をわたり、彼女の髪をかすかに揺らせて雑木林に抜けていった。梢の葉がさらさらと音を立て、遠くの方で犬の鳴く声が聞こえた。まるで別の世界の入口から聞こえてくるような小さくかすんだ鳴き声だった。その他にはどんな物音もなかった。どんな物音も我々の耳には届かなかった。誰一人ともすれ違わなかった。まっ赤な鳥が二羽草原の中から何かに怯えたようにとびあがって雑木林の方に飛んでいくのを見かけただけだった。歩きながら直子は僕に井戸の話をしてくれた。
記憶というのはなんだか不思議なものだ。その中に実際に身を置いていたとき、僕はそんな風景に殆んど注意なんて払わなかった。とくに印象的な風景だとも思わなかったし、十八年後もその風展を細部まで覚えているかもしれないとは考えつきもしなかった。正直なところ、そのときの僕には風景なんてどうでもいいようなものだったのだ。僕は僕自身のことを考え、そのときとなりを並んで歩いていた一人の美しい女のことを考え、僕と彼女とのことを考え、そしてまた僕自身のことを考えた。それは何を見ても何を感じても何を考えても、結局すべてはブーメランのように自分自身の手もとに戻ってくるという年代だったのだ。おまけに僕は恋をしていて、その恋はひどくややこしい場所に僕を運びこんでいた。まわりの風景に気持を向ける余裕なんてどこにもなかったのだ。
でも今では僕の脳裏に最初に浮かぶのはその草原の風景だ。草の匂い、かすかな冷やかさを含んだ風、山の稜線、犬の鳴く声、そんなものがまず最初に浮かびあがってくる。とてもくっきりと。それらはあまりにくっきりとしているので、手をのばせばひとつひとつ指でなぞれそうな気がするくらいだ。しかしその風景の中には人の姿は見えない。誰もいない。直子もいないし、僕もいない。我々はいったいどこに消えてしまったんだろう、と僕は思う。どうしてこんなことが起りうるんだろう、と。あれほど大事そうに見えたものは、彼女やそのときの僕や僕の世界は、みんなどこに行ってしまったんだろう、と。そう、僕には直子の顔を今すぐ思いだすことさえできないのだ。僕が手にしているのは人影のない背泉だけなのだ。
もちろん時間さえかければ僕は彼女の顔を思いだすことができる。小さな冷たい手や、さらりとした手ざわりのまっすぐなきれいな髪や、やわらかな丸い形の耳たぶやそのすぐ下にある小さなホクロや、冬になるとよく着ていた上品なキャメルのコートや、いつも相手の目をじっとのぞきこみながら質問する癖や、ときどき何かの加減で震え気味になる声（まるで強風の吹く丘の上でしゃべっているみたいだった）や、そんなイメージをひとつひとつ積みかさねていくと、ふっと自然に彼女の顔が浮かびあがってくる。まず横顔が浮かびあがってくる。これはたぶん僕と直子がいつも並んで歩いていたせいだろう。だから僕が最初に思いだすのはいつも彼女の横顔なのだ。それから彼女は僕の方を向き、にっこりと笑い、少し首をかしげ、話しかけ、僕の目をのぞきこむ。まるで澄んだ泉の底をちらりとよぎる小さな魚の影を探し求めるみたいに。个部位，直到把我痛晕。当我醒来时，我身边全是乐高，他们在忙那忙这，看着他们劳动的样子，我入神了。但我似乎也变成了个乐高人，头圆圆的，只有两根手指。我不知道自己来到了什么样的世界，我居然听得懂他们的语言，他们也并没有把我当成陌生的另类。虽然没看到自己，但我感觉到，我应该是成为了他们的一员。我身上没有一点儿钱，可我又找不到工作，还好快不行时遇见了一位好心的乐高人，他给了我点钱，并给我介绍了一份工作。我问他叫什么，他说他叫红，想成为一名元素战士。他还给我介绍了三位朋友，分别是蓝、黄和黑。认识了他们后，红想让我加入他们去寻找他爷爷没找到的宝藏，我爽快地答应了。但找了这么久，半点线索都没找着，我只好去找红，他家门是开的，我问了一声就进去了，见到一个小盒子，打开后里面放起了一首美妙的歌曲，盖子还刻着一棵大柳树。我听到有声音从我背后飘来，红竟然在哭，“对不起”，我轻轻地对他说。“没关系，只是…想…想起了爷爷，他…还在时，很喜欢听这首歌”。红断断续续地说。我忽然明白了什么，对他悄悄地说：“这和钟楼正中午时放的音乐一样”！红惊喜的盯着我，并召集了所有成员（黑、蓝、黄），并叫我绿，我们一起在钟楼那里观察，虽然我们日复一日地观察，可完全看不出有什么线索，就在大家快放弃时，我忽然想到那棵大柳树，城市里只有一棵。果然，正中午时镜子反射的光到土地上，我们找到了个拼图，我们拼完后就出现了一个通往地底的通道，我们走到最低下时发现了一条河和一艘船，我们决定坐船前行。我们完全没察觉到有坏人已经盯上我们了，水越来越汹涌，忽然，黑大叫的喊：“不好了，前面是瀑布，快把船停下来”。眼看就要掉下去时，红突然把绳套紧在岩石上，并叫我们帮忙拉，经过我们的一番努力，终于把船停下了。我们找到了个平台，那儿有一个大门，中间有一个小圆，里面有一棵大柳树的印子，我们找了好久都没找到打开门的方法，这时，一直没说话的蓝发话了，说：“我们也许可以用那个盒子试一下”。不试不知道，一试就知道，门一下子就打开了，里面全是黄金珠宝，但是，坏人们突然进来了，修炼就是夺天夺地夺他人之造化，虽然谈不上人吃人，但是生死却是必须看透。 所以死而复生对于他来说绝对是幸事，更何况重生到了洪荒，更是无上的大机缘。 虽然这里天仙遍地走，金仙不如狗，但是只要活着就有希望，反正他也是死过一次的人了。 接着龙珏很快就进入一种玄奥的状态，同时不周山的灵气也是疯狂的凝聚起来。 “不周龙脉！”不知道过了多长时间，龙珏终于清醒了过来，心中激动不已。。 刚刚他获得这一句身体的传承，他竟然是不周山的龙脉之一。不周山的龙脉是什么？乃是整个洪荒的灵气之祖，也是整个洪荒的气运所聚。 他虽然是不周山内山上一个不起眼的龙脉，但这是不周山，放在外面也是一个巨型龙脉。要是在后世，这就是一个祖龙脉，可以帮助一个门派立下万世根基。 而且他是一个有灵智的龙脉，更是可以自己修炼，凝聚天地间的灵气，自动进化。 整个不周山一共有十大祖龙脉，每一个龙脉都是巨大无比，比起传说中的昆仑山或者海外三仙岛都是不差丝毫。 但是这里可是不周山，擎天之柱，虽然很多大能在这里修炼，却是没有一个人敢挪移或者私自占有这些龙脉，因为只要谁挪移了这龙脉，那么恐怖的业力，即使圣人也要立刻暴毙。 而龙珏却是靠着吞噬这些龙脉而成长，甚至最后一举吞噬这十大祖龙脉也不是不可能。，Subhuti, what do you mean by cloud? If you are reading, I should be a sentient being. Subhuti, don't do is read, why? There is no such thing as a Buddha. If there is a sentient being called Tathagata, the Tathagata has four phases: I, man, sentient being and longevity. Subhuti means: Tathagata, have the heart of sentient beings. Subhuti thinks: Tathagata has the heart to help all living beings. Does he have this heart? Buddha is asking him: Subhuti, what is the meaning of cloud? What do you think? In other words, what do you think of this matter, this problem? Do you mean that the Tathagata has the heart to relieve sentient beings? It is wrong to say the Diamond Sutra. You should not call the Tathagata's work a thought. Don't think that the Tathagata says that the Vajrayana Sutra is to save all living beings. Don't think that the Tathagata is to save all living beings. I should be a sentient being. The Buddha is called Subhuti. Don't have this view. Don't think that the Tathagata says the Vajra Prajna Paramita Sutra is for sentient beings. This is wrong. Subhuti, what do you mean to say: Tathagata has the heart to take care of all living beings. Buddha sent Subhuti's suspicion to him. Buddha said that this sutra of Vajra Prajna Paramita does not have a mind of sentient beings, so don't think about it. Why? The essence of all living beings is Buddha, and all living beings are Buddha. This is the Mahayana doctrine. In particular, the Hua Yan Sutra is devoted to this issue, which is contained in many volumes of scriptures. It is said that all sentient beings are Buddhas. If the Tathagata is to make all sentient beings Buddhas, this is a lie. What do you mean by lying? It is me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity, not only I, what I think, this is what I think and what I think in my heart. Although all sentient beings have Buddha nature, if it is said that if it is not because of Buddha, how can he realize? With what practice can one become a Buddha? It is we who hear the Buddha's words, and only by listening to the Buddha's words can we realize this truth and become Buddhists. This Buddha tells us that Buddha transforms sentient beings into beings without transforming them. Buddha does not transform the mind of sentient beings and no sentient beings are transformed by Buddha. This is the characteristic of Vajrayana Sutra. This is why it is different from other Sutras. The Buddha has repeatedly instructed Subhuti that you must not have this kind of thought. You must not say that the Tathagata is for the sake of sentient beings, whether it is the Tathagata saying, the Tathagata practicing, or the Tathagata coming out of the world. Many other sutras say that the great cause of Buddha's birth is the salvation of all living beings. The Diamond Sutra sends out this thought and tells Subhuti that you should not have this idea. Why not call you this idea because of Buddha's salvation of all living beings and why? Subhuti, don't do is read, what reason? The reason is very simple, there is really no such thing as Buddha, so I ask you not to say that Buddha can do it. Because there is really no sentient being, such as Buddha. If there are sentient beings such as Buddha, Buddha has me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. If the Buddha wants to have this idea, I will have the idea of sentient beings, I will have the idea of sentient beings, I am Buddha, and sentient beings are sentient beings, then the Buddha has four distinct phases: I, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. In fact, the Buddha does not have me, human beings and sentient beings. Therefore, the Buddha enjoins Subbodhi that you do not have the idea of Buddha's idea of sentient beings, and at the same time you do not have doubts. Therefore, tell him not to do is to read, that is what this means. Don't do this, Buddha has no sentient beings to be able to live, no sentient beings to become Buddha, and no Buddha to live. To eliminate this idea, although all sentient beings have Buddha nature, can they be enlightened by themselves if they do not listen to what has been said? What makes you practice to become a Buddha? This is a rhetorical question, that is, let us understand that Buddha is not persistent, nor does he have my own view, human view, sentient beings view, and longevity view. Buddha transforms all living beings into nothing. Buddha transforms all living beings into beings without seeing each other and without being able to transform. There is no Buddha who can be changed, nor is there any sentient beings that can be changed. Let's understand it this way. The meaning is very deep. Let's get rid of all persistence. Because we sentient beings know and see too deeply, especially we draw the common people and Buddha very clearly, which is wrong. For example: Patriarch Danxia, he broke the attachment of the master of a temple, that is, the master monk. Buddha's heart, the heart of all living beings; Buddha's image, sentient beings' image. Persistence is very serious, he went to visit him. Seeing the temple, he went to the main hall. It was winter and the weather was very cold. Patriarch Danxia took down the wooden Buddha statues and split them, lit a fire and baked them. The abbot monk, still can promise him? I started to argue with him. The abbot said: How do you split the Buddha? How did you burn my Buddha statue? He said: I am looking for sarira. The abbot monk said: What relic is in this wood? He said: Oh, there is no sarira in the wood. I'll burn another one if there is no sarira. How do you understand? He is breaking away from this master's knowledge and vision. He is too clear about the Buddha's vision, my vision and all beings' vision. He breaks away from his knowledge and vision. As soon as he burned, he said, ' I am looking for sarira.' Where is the sarira in this place? Where is the sarira in the wooden statue? Why did he worship him without sarira? What is he doing? I'll burn another one and the host will be enlightened. Do you know the reason for his enlightenment? He disavowed his knowledge. Buddha means there is no difference among all beings. The Buddha is wood, not the real Buddha. If we normally regard Buddha statues as wood, can you practice? We really regard the Buddha as the real Buddha. There are several aspects: to a certain kind of person, it is Zen meditation for that old practitioner. he reached the peak and was too clear about the difference between Buddha and sentient beings. Patriarch Danxia broke his belief. This is not something we can use casually. You also went to the temple to take a Buddha statue and split it, then you can commit crimes and shed blood. He didn't, so there is a lot of scripture, don't misunderstand. You must not do that until then. For example, a Zen master, who has been sitting and participating in Zen for 120 years, how can you compare? You can also go there and sit there. how can you compare yourself with him for more than 20 or 30 years? You can only gain by yourself. There was a man selling tofu. when he went to jinshan temple to deliver tofu, he looked at master sitting like this. he said, ' master, one year he also sits like this when delivering tofu, and two years he sits like this. is it any good to sit like this every day?' It must be good. He asked the guest teacher, I also want to sit down. The guest teacher said, ' No, how can you run and sit down?' He said, ' I will not sit inside. the masters will sit inside the door. I will sit outside the door and sit at the back door. is that possible?' The hostess asked him to grind and say, ' okay, okay, you are not allowed to talk or make any noise here.' He sat at the back, waited for a fight, and then said to the guest teacher, ' alas, I have gained a lot from this sitting.' The insider said: What have you gained? He said: I owe me the tofu account three years ago. I have long forgotten it. I remembered several accounts in this sitting. I should go to ask for the account and collect the money. What do you think of this story? How do you understand? Therefore, we should calm down, calm down the crazy heart and floating heart. Like him who has no wisdom, we can realize wisdom. Wisdom can illuminate itself, so-called open wisdom is open mind, open mind is wisdom, simply say wisdom now. Before wisdom comes to light, can it be life or death? In the past, present and future, you have known and completely laid down your body, mind and body, seeing that it is empty, that is the meaning. Buddha does not have sentient beings, nor does he have this idea. I am capable and sentient beings are what I am capable of. If there is such an idea, if he is not a Buddha, he will not succeed, that is the meaning. Subhuti certainly understood, so the Buddha asked Subhuti: Do you think so? The Tathagata's work is to chant me to save all living beings. What if there is such an idea? It is wrong. Subhuti, don't do is read, there is no sentient beings Buddha degree. I'll tell you the truth, in fact, there is not a sentient being who is Buddha. If the Tathagata wants all beings to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be able to be The Buddha has long been dead, without me, human beings, sentient beings and longevity. That's why he said: ' Buddha spends all day without seeing sentient beings.' Because the Buddha knows Subhuti still has doubts, his heart is still not clean, and he still thinks that all living beings are what the Buddha does. All living beings are enlightened by Buddha. Buddha is enlightened by being enlightened, so Buddha wants to be enlightened. Buddha replied: All living beings do not want me to do it, nor do I want to do it. Why? All sentient beings are full of Buddha nature. All sentient beings are Buddha. This everybody can want deep participation, all living beings are Buddha originally, born Buddha has no two, heart and Buddha have no two, no two is one. All sentient beings are Buddhas and are just lost in enlightenment. This truth should be taken into consideration. It's not that scripture can't be told according to the text, but that the participant is thinking. You have to see the body, and the body is the same. No matter what its appearance is, it is the same. For example: wood. If this wood is carved into a Buddha statue, everyone will offer it there and kowtow for worship. If this wood is made into a chair, all of us will sit on it and put it under our buttocks. One kowtows and worships every day and the other sits under his buttocks. Are these two the same? But they are all made of wood. It turns out that they are all made of wood. From this truth, we all realize that the essence is the same, and all living beings and Buddha are one body. He is lost and fallen, that is, all living beings. Has he realized? Enlightenment is Buddha. The Buddha is clear, clear, sentient beings are Buddhas, future Buddhas, Buddhas are accomplished Buddhas. One has become, one has not yet become, it turned out to be one. So Subhuti, the Tathagata, said, ' If there is me, there is no me.' I am a pseudonym, I am not me, then there must be me, but ordinary people don't think so, think it is me. He thought I said I was me, said I was not me, we can understand from what we said. As we say fire, fire is not fire. When talking about fire, it is not fire, but fire, not burning our mouths, burning our tongues, this pseudonym. But if you don't say fire, how can people understand that you mean fire? Let me understand here that this is a false statement. What about Buddha? Buddha is not Buddha, that's the meaning. So Subhuti, the Tathagata, said, ' If there is me, there is no me.' Tathagata said: I am not me. However, ordinary people are persistent, saying that I am not him or you, saying that I am me, respectively. Buddha said: Ordinary people think there is me. The Buddha was afraid of Subhuti clinging to the common people. The Tathagata said, ' The common people are not common people, but common people.' Every diamond sutra has a 30% discount, a pseudonym that follows the world, and an explicit truth. No, after that, they follow the world, so all Buddhas become Buddhas, and they also show that they are just like people. Just understand this truth. The Tathagata said that I am pure in nature, and that I am always happy and pure. I am always happy and clean, not ordinary people who are greedy, angry, stupid, ignorant and false, but I am false. Buddha said that I am always happy and I am clean and virtuous. Therefore, the ordinary people think it is me, and the ordinary people have me, some people, and some people's opinions. That is the ordinary people. Why? Is there birth and death in the heart of the common man, so it is called the common man. The heart of a saint has no birth and death. He is not the common man. The man who has realized Prajnaparamita is not the common man. The man who has lost the Prajnaparamita is the common man. Therefore, ordinary people are not ordinary people, and when ordinary people realize prajnaparamita, they are not ordinary people. Another kind of said, the heart can have some, can have some ordinary, the heart is incompetent, is not ordinary, is the equality law, the law is equal. It is the equality of the law and there is no superiority or inferiority, that is to say, the suspicion is completely removed, the transcendence is immediately entered, and Bodhi is established. That is the Buddha, and all beings are equal. Subhuti, what do you mean by cloud? Can you view the Tathagata in 32 phases? Subhuti, do you think Buddhism is thirty-two and eighty good? Subhuti said: So it is. Yes, it is like this. I view the Tathagata in 32 phases. The Buddha said Subhuti: If you look at the Tathagata in 32 phases, the wheel of the holy king is the Tathagata. If you think of yourself as a Tathagata with 32 phases, you are wrong. Why? There are also 32 phases in the runner king. isn't that why the runner king has become a Buddha? Hearing this, Subhuti made a wrong answer, so he quickly corrected it. Subhuti White Buddha said: Buddha, as I understand the meaning of Buddha, should not view the Tathagata in 32 phases. How should we view the Tathagata? Therefore, the dharma body is not a phase. Tathagata: such as person, such as motionless; Newcomers, come and not come. Should appear in the world, should appear. Dharma is dharma body, because Subhuti's perseverance has not been completely eliminated and there is still this problem. Therefore, the Buddha has raised such a question mark for him. It is supposed to be asked, but Subhuti does not know the meaning of Buddha, so he answered it easily and did not intend to answer it. If so, he is right. Buddha said he was wrong. What should he do? After the Buddha said this, he knew and understood that he did not view the Tathagata in 32 phases, because the runner king has 32 phases and is the same as the Buddha. The runner king is far from the Tathagata. How can he compare with the Tathagata? He saw that his thoughts and worries were not broken, so Subhuti immediately turned around and said that if I understood the meaning of Buddha and said that Buddha asked me, I answered casually. If you ask me further, I know what you mean. You should not look at the Tathagata with the thirty-two phases. You should not look at the Buddha with the thirty-two phases. Now Subhuti is completely clear. At this Prajna meeting, Subhuti has entered the realm of Great Bodhisattva. He is not the original two-way person, but only the person and me. 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